Tonight I put my five year old Nae-Nae to bed. Five years ago I was snuggling my perfect, teeny little baby. I was soaking her in. Marveling over her beauty. Day dreaming about how much fun Elli would have with a sister. It's been a long journey, many sleepless nights of crying for answers, and knowing in my heart of hearts exactly what was going on. We've walked through fire for that child, we've almost lost her, we've cried over her, we've stood up for her time and again. We've put literally thousands of miles on our vehicles, we've put "medicine" on her eczema in the middle of the night, pinned her down to stop her from scratching herself raw. We've seen her grow by leaps and bounds, learn things we were unsure she'd ever learn, face down fears. We've climbed to the mountain tops, and fought for each inch, and we've wept in the valleys, confused and hurting. It's been a hard, long road, but look at her now! My amazing Nae-Nae. My sweet girl, my joy.
For you, child, I'll gladly do it all again.
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